Yesterday Theia started sneezing and I prayed for her confidently, trusting that there was power in my prayer even if I didn’t see the circumstances change immediately but just resting that Jesus’s got this. Just a month ago before I was set free from my fear of the kids falling sick, every single time she … Continue reading The Mom Attack
Today we turned 11 and embarked on our once a year fancy lunch ( mostly my wanting because I’m all about atmosphere and wanting the food to look artistic 😂) BUT . This picture was also taken right before I suddenly felt my heart sink and I pondered on the lies and had all these … Continue reading 11 Years Married
I recently came across an ex new age guru’s testimony on how he encountered Jesus on YouTube and have been pouring through his videos and website. It brought back memories of the time before I met Mark and God 13 years ago, I was hungry for more than religion and was all open “spiritually”. I … Continue reading Spiritual Readings
Growing up steeped in Religion, I was made to feel condemned if I did not “say grace” before my meal. “Did you say your grace ?!” My parents would shoot disapproving looks at me and shake their heads with deep sighs. They could not believe I had chosen NOT to say my grace AGAIN. Oh … Continue reading Whatsapp, God???
It all first started when as a really young child, I was allowed to watch the same shows as grown ups. I watched men frisking women up their skirts, raping them, adults making out. I actually thought it was nice to get “raped” cause it looked so sexy on tv. Those images never really leave … Continue reading I used to watch Porn
Today was my birthday. I woke up without the usual heaviness this time of the year. No lies that said I didn’t matter, no checks on Facebook to see how many wishes I got, no wondering if I would get any surprises, cakes or presents and who would remember. Nothing of that, AT ALL 😱. … Continue reading 34, Delivered From Birthday Depression
Today some friends commented that they would have thought that I would love Aletheia to be in a school that taught about God and how awesome he was. A school that taught her how to pray before having her meals etc. Which got me thinking - if a "Christian" school and nursery can give you … Continue reading The Odyssey of God and Schools
This comes a little premature but it’s been stuck in my throat for the past few months as I’ve known that I know that I know, that we were moving back to Singapore, but I didn’t know exactly when and exactly how and exactly if it would really really happen. You see, in January this … Continue reading 5 Years in NYC and 2 kids later
It’s day 3 and my milk has still not come in and I’m just starting to get full. When I pump I get only a few drops on my nipples and I remember with Aletheia, I had to work very very hard to breastfeed her as well. In the first week, I cried when I … Continue reading New Mom Battles and the Lying Voices
Heads and Hands Down Aletheia (Truth) And Zoe(Life) come by Grace. Today we had a regular visit to the doctors at 31 weeks and to my very pleasant surprise, Zoe was engaged and head down! What I had thought was her head on the right side of my belly was actually her butt! The feeling … Continue reading The Disappointing C section that gave me Truth and Life.