10 years ago, we found out that we were pregnant. Mark was not even 21 and I had just turned 23. I was a financial advisor and he was finishing up his national service. We were NOT married. It was probably March or April that we found out. We were happy and told our parents … Continue reading Pregnant and Unmarried
Last night I had a flashback and recalled how in primary school I was so insecure and had written in my journals that I had no one to go to recess with me... and every-time it was Recess time I felt so insecure. We had gone away and come back from Israel and having to … Continue reading Honestly, I am Insecure.
I had recently fallen into a hole of feeling like a flake for succumbing into thinking about quitting BJJ. I cried so much because it felt like an intense and fun yet abusive boyfriend that I loved but had to breakup with because as much as I liked it, things just weren’t working out. And … Continue reading When Something Good Becomes Something Bad
I used to be a Lesbian.There, I said it. For a year or so, I was in a relationship with a girl, at 16.She was much older and looked just like a boy. Everyone in her workplace thought she was a boy. Her father wished he had a son, and she didn’t want to disappoint. … Continue reading I Used To Be a Lesbian.
I've got to admit, I felt disappointed that I did not have a natural birth. I had confessed I had believed I had declared and decreed and prayed that she would turn and not be breeched, that I would have no complications in this pregnancy, that it would be pain free and fast, that my … Continue reading Making Sense Of It All
I was strolling down my facebook history's memory lane when it took me to 2009. I was reading the posts and for moment there I was wondering - WHO posted this because I didn't even remember writing that. It's like THAT IS SO NOT ME, I can't imagine myself writing something like that right now … Continue reading Blast To The Past And Grateful.
Upon coming to New York, I didn’t tell many but I was scared. My heart was filled with anxiousness. I worried about not having enough, high rents and taxes. I kept comparing our living situation now to back home in Singapore. Somewhere in my heart, didn’t understand the move. Why move from 3 bedrooms to … Continue reading BECAUSE HE FIRST loved us
I stopped going to church for good when I was 19. I sought to know the supernatural/ believed there was more to life and the future and I've been to palm readers, tarot card reading, 8 birth date Chinese reading, crystal stone elements readings before. Around that time, I had a bad breakup and started … Continue reading What Jesus Did To Me